Sunday, August 7, 2011

Cam Girl Migraine

   This weekend did not turn out how I wanted it to but it was still very nice all the same. I have the most precious supportive family ever. They purchased me some clothes so that I could wear to my demoted job and brought me food. Its nice to be surrounded by the people I love.
  I am damned determined to get out of this financial rut one way or another. Number one is to catch up on my house payment that is threatening me over being a payment late. So this week I will have to make up for not being able to cam my normal hours on Friday or Saturday. I just cant believe how everything has turned out to be so shitty but camming has been a great oppurtunity.
 On a happier note. I have a few regulars which always makes me happy bc I know what they want. When I get my recent check I will be on the lookout for some new lingerie which always makes them happy. :) Not to mention it makes me want to jump online ASAP for a loooong night of camming. Am I the only one that like the compliments? lol
  I have a migraine coming on. I know its from camming tonight with the lights in my face. Sucks but when I got on I was sent into PVT right away. lol  Good lighting helps out a lot. I purchased some shop lights a while ago for some short videos I did but I dont know if 150 watts of power will be good for my brain. :D

Well I am going to stop rambling and being all boring!!

Good Night!!
Muah!!!

Monday, August 1, 2011

Camgirl Empowered

    I realize that there are days that I just do not want to get on and dance around taking odd requests but normally those feelings fade into the horizon when I get started. Yesterday was just different. I got on and for some reason wasnt feeling any of it. I did my normal hours bc I set those hours and im going to stick with them. So when I was at the one minute mark of booty poppin privates I logged off. I cant stand being irritated and cam girls they can tell when your not in it to win it for the day. So, the best thing to do is to get off your money making high horse and log off. Money can always be made tomorrow and more of it if your not down right irritated to the point of you could bite your pretty red nails off.
  Also, I learned that some guy wants a Jack Off Instruction (JOI for short) show. So I am going to do some research on this ladies. Evidently it is instructing them on how to wank their meat and you get to call the shots. (hehe litterally) So I will give you an update on this since this guy evidently didnt want me to just give it a try. He wants me to do some hardcore research, but I dont mind. This will probably mean if I get his request correct then he will be a regular. Not to mention he is a very nice guy and I dont mind going the extra mile to make him happy.

   On another note. I finished up my pay period on LJ and am completely ecstatic. I did some thinking today and I think it finally has hit me. I just made a whole paycheck and I have only worked part time. Mostly a 3 hours friday/ Saturday and eight on sunday. Sunday is my official "I AM ON" day to let my members know that I will be on whether rain or shine if they miss me throughout the week. 
    Once again off topic there. :D I realized that if I save at least one check a month (since there is two pay periods but signed up and started on the last period) I will be able to pay a ton of stuff off at the end of the year. Possibly ending up debt free. AND after the first of the year I hope I will be able to go on a "real" vacation. Maybe even out of this country!I know being a cam girl is a stepping stone to get to where I want in life but right now im having fun and am looking at doing this for over a year. When I have children I will have to stop but as long as I can save and possibly make memories by actually getting out of this small town then I am not in a hurry to do anything. Not to mention it is fun! Not because it is new but because it is a major pick-me-up.
   So, my plans are to save one check every months if not more, have an allotted amount of $50.00 for lingerie a month, and the rest to start paying off bills. Hell if I build up clientele I may be able to get a decent car.
I hope it works out and I am super excited bc I never thought I would end up doing something like this but all in all it may just be the answer for right now. I am feeling empowered today! Are you?!?!