This weekend did not turn out how I wanted it to but it was still very nice all the same. I have the most precious supportive family ever. They purchased me some clothes so that I could wear to my demoted job and brought me food. Its nice to be surrounded by the people I love.
I am damned determined to get out of this financial rut one way or another. Number one is to catch up on my house payment that is threatening me over being a payment late. So this week I will have to make up for not being able to cam my normal hours on Friday or Saturday. I just cant believe how everything has turned out to be so shitty but camming has been a great oppurtunity.
On a happier note. I have a few regulars which always makes me happy bc I know what they want. When I get my recent check I will be on the lookout for some new lingerie which always makes them happy. :) Not to mention it makes me want to jump online ASAP for a loooong night of camming. Am I the only one that like the compliments? lol
I have a migraine coming on. I know its from camming tonight with the lights in my face. Sucks but when I got on I was sent into PVT right away. lol Good lighting helps out a lot. I purchased some shop lights a while ago for some short videos I did but I dont know if 150 watts of power will be good for my brain. :D
Well I am going to stop rambling and being all boring!!
Good Night!!
Muah!!!
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Camgirl Empowered
I realize that there are days that I just do not want to get on and dance around taking odd requests but normally those feelings fade into the horizon when I get started. Yesterday was just different. I got on and for some reason wasnt feeling any of it. I did my normal hours bc I set those hours and im going to stick with them. So when I was at the one minute mark of booty poppin privates I logged off. I cant stand being irritated and cam girls they can tell when your not in it to win it for the day. So, the best thing to do is to get off your money making high horse and log off. Money can always be made tomorrow and more of it if your not down right irritated to the point of you could bite your pretty red nails off.
Also, I learned that some guy wants a Jack Off Instruction (JOI for short) show. So I am going to do some research on this ladies. Evidently it is instructing them on how to wank their meat and you get to call the shots. (hehe litterally) So I will give you an update on this since this guy evidently didnt want me to just give it a try. He wants me to do some hardcore research, but I dont mind. This will probably mean if I get his request correct then he will be a regular. Not to mention he is a very nice guy and I dont mind going the extra mile to make him happy.
On another note. I finished up my pay period on LJ and am completely ecstatic. I did some thinking today and I think it finally has hit me. I just made a whole paycheck and I have only worked part time. Mostly a 3 hours friday/ Saturday and eight on sunday. Sunday is my official "I AM ON" day to let my members know that I will be on whether rain or shine if they miss me throughout the week.
Once again off topic there. :D I realized that if I save at least one check a month (since there is two pay periods but signed up and started on the last period) I will be able to pay a ton of stuff off at the end of the year. Possibly ending up debt free. AND after the first of the year I hope I will be able to go on a "real" vacation. Maybe even out of this country!I know being a cam girl is a stepping stone to get to where I want in life but right now im having fun and am looking at doing this for over a year. When I have children I will have to stop but as long as I can save and possibly make memories by actually getting out of this small town then I am not in a hurry to do anything. Not to mention it is fun! Not because it is new but because it is a major pick-me-up.
So, my plans are to save one check every months if not more, have an allotted amount of $50.00 for lingerie a month, and the rest to start paying off bills. Hell if I build up clientele I may be able to get a decent car.
I hope it works out and I am super excited bc I never thought I would end up doing something like this but all in all it may just be the answer for right now. I am feeling empowered today! Are you?!?!
Also, I learned that some guy wants a Jack Off Instruction (JOI for short) show. So I am going to do some research on this ladies. Evidently it is instructing them on how to wank their meat and you get to call the shots. (hehe litterally) So I will give you an update on this since this guy evidently didnt want me to just give it a try. He wants me to do some hardcore research, but I dont mind. This will probably mean if I get his request correct then he will be a regular. Not to mention he is a very nice guy and I dont mind going the extra mile to make him happy.
On another note. I finished up my pay period on LJ and am completely ecstatic. I did some thinking today and I think it finally has hit me. I just made a whole paycheck and I have only worked part time. Mostly a 3 hours friday/ Saturday and eight on sunday. Sunday is my official "I AM ON" day to let my members know that I will be on whether rain or shine if they miss me throughout the week.
Once again off topic there. :D I realized that if I save at least one check a month (since there is two pay periods but signed up and started on the last period) I will be able to pay a ton of stuff off at the end of the year. Possibly ending up debt free. AND after the first of the year I hope I will be able to go on a "real" vacation. Maybe even out of this country!I know being a cam girl is a stepping stone to get to where I want in life but right now im having fun and am looking at doing this for over a year. When I have children I will have to stop but as long as I can save and possibly make memories by actually getting out of this small town then I am not in a hurry to do anything. Not to mention it is fun! Not because it is new but because it is a major pick-me-up.
So, my plans are to save one check every months if not more, have an allotted amount of $50.00 for lingerie a month, and the rest to start paying off bills. Hell if I build up clientele I may be able to get a decent car.
I hope it works out and I am super excited bc I never thought I would end up doing something like this but all in all it may just be the answer for right now. I am feeling empowered today! Are you?!?!
Friday, July 29, 2011
The Wicked Truth
This guy took me to private and not that im complaining but he wanted me to dance for him for an HOUR!! There is only so many moves that I can do within that hour.Ya know?! After a while I felt like I was some kind of barbie doll. lol I also thought that I must be doing something wrong when in fact I think he just wanted me to dance FOREVER!! Hell its his money but at least tell me before so I can prepare with some water and maybe a tent.lol The guests dont bother me bc I have learned to ignore them. Im not sure this is proper cam girl etiquette but they are not paying for the private shows and mostly badger the girls, AND they cause mass hysteria sometimes.
I have learned to look at this like a one woman business. I call the shots as to what I will and will not do and to always have a smile on my face. Also,I dont badger customers for shows. I think badgering for shows makes the model look like she is only in it for the money. There are many other ways to badger without letting the customers feel like they are being badgered. If you can catch my gist on that.
Something that really does piss me off since. I am in a 'NON Nude" category. I looked up my category to see some of the other girls. I click on this girl and she is completely topless. For one thing in any cam modeling job you should not be naked at all until you go to private. Her boobs were right on show. This makes me mad bc all the girls that follow the rules and earn their money justly are just being shoved to the side. Although a triumphant moment was when I checked her ratings. Yeah 3.5. So obviously she isnt as accommodating as she thinks. Anybody else see this?
I must say something about my cam though before I get off to my busy day. I purchased a logitech c310h which is about 43 at walmart. I know a lot of cam girls swear by the logitech 9000 but I didnt want to splurge on something that I didnt know if I would keep doing. Trust me when I say that no matter what camera you buy you will make the money back. :) Not to mention that most of the guys that I have talked to can tell my measurements straight to the T. So in saying that I also notice that they kind of can guess where I purchased my lingerie. So I suggest going at least a step up for the first couple of weeks. Lingerie is not cheap!
I purchased most of mine from a wholesale outlet but paid close attention to the details. I did not want to purchase something that "creaked" when I grabbed my boobs. Girls you know what im talkin bout! I think I got some pretty good deals and awesome feedback. Like any job my friends pay attention to your uniform. lol
Also a little word of advice. To keep your lingerie looking new and fresh. I have a little chest in my "work area" and the lingerie I buy for camming is ONLY used for camming. Needless to say im enjoying it a little to much or maybe its just my OCD kickin in. Good Luck!!
Saturday, July 23, 2011
CAM Girl: Take Two
I logged on feeling 100% ready for the next adventure. It was a horrible day and I felt like a big pick me up. Whats to say that some good booty poppin music, dancing, and complimenting guys cant be a great pick me up? I came prepared though. I tested out a couple of camera angles and watched myself on cam to make sure that it would be an awesome night of dirty talk. :D
I got some odd requests which made me feel so relieved that I wouldnt be dancing around flashing my ass for 4 hours. I learned what a smoking fetish was. I know it was a willingness but didnt know what it entailed so Cam girls here is my learned experience so far.....
Smoking fetish isnt uncommon there are many sights out there that cater to this. So basically this awesome guy comes in and asks if I could smoke. I agreed with so much curiosity that it could have knocked my lacy white panties off.
He asked me to smoke while he got off. Thats all he wanted. For me to smoke this sexy cigarette. I threw in some dirty talk and compliments of my own. I wanted to please and it seemed like a lot of girls didnt get the gist of it. I do suggest if you do have a willingness setting of smoking to actually be a smoker. I lit up three cigarettes in a row which I never do but it was an awesome experience. I think he will return.. :D
Google smoking fetish especially if you are in a nude category because smoking out your vagina may be a requirement. lol Research goes a long way I found out and it will make you more well rounded in "sex ed." Also it will help you not lose money in the long run bc if you dont understand your willingness setting they can take your money away.
So Im hoping tonight will be night three and I am ready for the unusual. I may be a fetish girl but I am slowly finding out that I like the unusual. It makes a night more interesting. :D
I told three important people in my life about what im doing and they seem fine with it.
So cam girls have you ever told anybody that threatened your career or was not okay with it?
Stay tuned for tonights adventure!
I got some odd requests which made me feel so relieved that I wouldnt be dancing around flashing my ass for 4 hours. I learned what a smoking fetish was. I know it was a willingness but didnt know what it entailed so Cam girls here is my learned experience so far.....
Smoking fetish isnt uncommon there are many sights out there that cater to this. So basically this awesome guy comes in and asks if I could smoke. I agreed with so much curiosity that it could have knocked my lacy white panties off.
He asked me to smoke while he got off. Thats all he wanted. For me to smoke this sexy cigarette. I threw in some dirty talk and compliments of my own. I wanted to please and it seemed like a lot of girls didnt get the gist of it. I do suggest if you do have a willingness setting of smoking to actually be a smoker. I lit up three cigarettes in a row which I never do but it was an awesome experience. I think he will return.. :D
Google smoking fetish especially if you are in a nude category because smoking out your vagina may be a requirement. lol Research goes a long way I found out and it will make you more well rounded in "sex ed." Also it will help you not lose money in the long run bc if you dont understand your willingness setting they can take your money away.
So Im hoping tonight will be night three and I am ready for the unusual. I may be a fetish girl but I am slowly finding out that I like the unusual. It makes a night more interesting. :D
I told three important people in my life about what im doing and they seem fine with it.
So cam girls have you ever told anybody that threatened your career or was not okay with it?
Stay tuned for tonights adventure!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Cam Girl Established
Just call me Jane.... As in Jane Doe.. As in I hope you never uncover my dirty panties under your bed anytime soon.
The journey to become a cam girl started last week when my job was in massive termination phase. I was feeling lost and scared. I had thought and talked with my husband before about doing it but was not "seriously" thinking of taking my clothes off and shoving dildos in my ass anytime soon. It was something that I thought would be fun but I must admit I grew up in a sexually sheltered environment.
I started the adventure with endless hours of research to find the best site. (I am a google whore and believe that google solves every dilemma.) I found that many people recommended LiveJasmin and I signed up. The next two days were full of anxiety as I was putting in applications for jobs, finding interview clothes, finding lingerie, in limbo at my job, and trying to deal with family matters. Needless to say my life was and is in chaos stage. Not to mention the worry of "what if someone finds out," what if I get on and I am a total failure?" Something I have never seen a cam girl confess and had hoped to find their fears.
I decided to start out in a non nude category to start out to learn what goes on and to get comfortable with what the guys would ask for. I logged on a nervous wreck. I started chatting with the guys in my black tank and jeans. I was surprised how awesome they were and supportive of the fact that I was a newly hatched fantasy in the making.
My panic attacked self was thrown into a private chat an hour later. It was kind of thrilling to think that someone would pay to spend time watching me. Although the guy asked for a non nude strip tease. I felt a little off kilter trying my best to please whatever he asked me to do. I do realize that fact now that I need to set my cam and computer up to focus on my bed. Technical issues of trying to stay in the cam and be sexy was tough needless to say. I hope he got his jollies off bc he left about 33 minutes later without a word which kind of pissed me off. I mean seriously?! My first show I would like to hear if I did a good job?! owell I understand it happens and they dont have to say anything its their money and time. Now I am brushing up on how to do a sexy strip tease. Any new cam girls out there have left a private show wondering if they were good or looked like a twitchy version of gumby?
Another thing was Dirty talk...... I sometimes talk dirty to my man when we are getting it on but what do they like to hear? I sometimes felt ignorant for purring out a "let me see your sexy cock.. ooooh that looks so big do you think it would fit into my tight little pussy?" ????
Maybe im over analyzing but it felt pretty exhilarating that I can make a man cum from across the world. It wasnt bad but it was a lil overwhelming.
Another thing beginner girls I learned what a SPH is.. aka Small Penis Humiliation.. If I ever get a case again that someone asks and wants this service. I will definitely offer. Telling a man how worthless his small penis is sounds to me like a great stress relieving venture.
So I left the night feeling overly exhausted. It is hard to keep the facade up and to dance around for hours. Its like you are to transform into what girl their fantasy is and then when you log out you go back to the "you" in the situation.
So today I purchased some lingerie... I hope it pleases all the new customers that I hopefully get and I learned to practice a bit in front of the cam to figure out a better way to not feel overwhelmed in a show when the camera is not in the right spot. That spells "NEWBIE" in big bold letters and to them it spells "WASTE OF TIME."
Although girls if anyone reads this.. What was your first couple of weeks like?
The journey to become a cam girl started last week when my job was in massive termination phase. I was feeling lost and scared. I had thought and talked with my husband before about doing it but was not "seriously" thinking of taking my clothes off and shoving dildos in my ass anytime soon. It was something that I thought would be fun but I must admit I grew up in a sexually sheltered environment.
I started the adventure with endless hours of research to find the best site. (I am a google whore and believe that google solves every dilemma.) I found that many people recommended LiveJasmin and I signed up. The next two days were full of anxiety as I was putting in applications for jobs, finding interview clothes, finding lingerie, in limbo at my job, and trying to deal with family matters. Needless to say my life was and is in chaos stage. Not to mention the worry of "what if someone finds out," what if I get on and I am a total failure?" Something I have never seen a cam girl confess and had hoped to find their fears.
I decided to start out in a non nude category to start out to learn what goes on and to get comfortable with what the guys would ask for. I logged on a nervous wreck. I started chatting with the guys in my black tank and jeans. I was surprised how awesome they were and supportive of the fact that I was a newly hatched fantasy in the making.
My panic attacked self was thrown into a private chat an hour later. It was kind of thrilling to think that someone would pay to spend time watching me. Although the guy asked for a non nude strip tease. I felt a little off kilter trying my best to please whatever he asked me to do. I do realize that fact now that I need to set my cam and computer up to focus on my bed. Technical issues of trying to stay in the cam and be sexy was tough needless to say. I hope he got his jollies off bc he left about 33 minutes later without a word which kind of pissed me off. I mean seriously?! My first show I would like to hear if I did a good job?! owell I understand it happens and they dont have to say anything its their money and time. Now I am brushing up on how to do a sexy strip tease. Any new cam girls out there have left a private show wondering if they were good or looked like a twitchy version of gumby?
Another thing was Dirty talk...... I sometimes talk dirty to my man when we are getting it on but what do they like to hear? I sometimes felt ignorant for purring out a "let me see your sexy cock.. ooooh that looks so big do you think it would fit into my tight little pussy?" ????
Maybe im over analyzing but it felt pretty exhilarating that I can make a man cum from across the world. It wasnt bad but it was a lil overwhelming.
Another thing beginner girls I learned what a SPH is.. aka Small Penis Humiliation.. If I ever get a case again that someone asks and wants this service. I will definitely offer. Telling a man how worthless his small penis is sounds to me like a great stress relieving venture.
So I left the night feeling overly exhausted. It is hard to keep the facade up and to dance around for hours. Its like you are to transform into what girl their fantasy is and then when you log out you go back to the "you" in the situation.
So today I purchased some lingerie... I hope it pleases all the new customers that I hopefully get and I learned to practice a bit in front of the cam to figure out a better way to not feel overwhelmed in a show when the camera is not in the right spot. That spells "NEWBIE" in big bold letters and to them it spells "WASTE OF TIME."
Although girls if anyone reads this.. What was your first couple of weeks like?
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